Perfect Nightmare - Shontelle

Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why don't I
Just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should
But sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to
Say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate
Sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait
For him to change
But it's okay
I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man
Yeah

[chorus]
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool
Sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man

Ohh ohhh

*chorus*

Hoping he's changing
But i'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave
Help me open my eyes

*chorus x3*

Somehow, in some way, I kind of wish Brunei to ban Facebook..

Stand firm.

Do not hesitate.

Happy post!

Okay.

Someone said my previous posts are emo.

So I'm here to lighten things up.

This will be a happy post!



HAPPY!




There you go!

Happy now?

XDD

Thoughts.

It is the time now.

The time to make serious decisions.

The time to decide your own future.

I've been thinking a lot about my future lately,

and I seemed lost.

Lost in my own thoughts.

I still can't settle down on one thing yet.

I can't decide what I want to be yet.

I just want to fool around as much and have fun.

But it seems like it's time for me to settle down.

To have serious considerations.

I hope the decisions I'll be making won't give me regrets.





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It's the last day of Chinese New Year, so

Happy Chap Goh Meh!


The year 2011 so far wasn't that good.

Hope the remaining of the year will be better.

Toodles!

Quoted.

We must never shed tears.
That is the life form's defeat
and if we give in to emotions
then it only becomes proof
of our inability to control it.

- Bleach

Roses.

♥

Enchanted.

Please don't be in love with someone else.

Please dont have somebody waiting on you.

Serious shit.

I don't like you.

I seriously don't like you.

Can you get out of my life and go back to where you belong?

HAPPY CNY!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Wish all of you a great year of rabbit!

*hugs*

xoxo

<3