"It's okay, I'm fine."

"It's okay, I'm used to it."

"It's okay, I'm okay, don't worry."

And behind every "it's okay", there is something that is not okay.

在这世上，不要相信任何人，就连自己也不能全信..

11/11/11

The day with ones. :)

I wish you don't exist.

許多人說，愛情的盡頭是習慣。當兩個人的成為了彼此生活中穩定的一部分，
那麼在瑰麗的氛圍也會隨著現實的磨難而消失，我想這是無庸置疑的。

Stress management.

I feel like banging..

.

得不到的,
永远是最好的..

Pigpig 猪 ~

Problems...

2011 doesn't seem to be a nice year.

Uni..

We're all big girls and boys now. :)

ksljdakldfjmnxvmnweriqoeurwoieurweffasd

..

总是我在体谅别人，
有谁来体谅一下我？

Fact.

I don't like songs that remind me of something bad,
even if the song is good.

Adele - Chasing Pavements

Should I give up,
or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads no where.

A nice song.

2 and a half more weeks~

I want...



a laptop

a headset

a portable speaker

a pretty wireless mouse

a laptop sleeve

a cup cover

a 2-in-1 hair straightener + curler

&








monehh!!! $$$

Kan yuu reed?

ai am buord

I'm happeh.

All the hard works...
It's all worth it.

:)

SMSA Best Student Award

Brunei National Best Student Award

BLNG - Belait District Best Student Award

Perfect World

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong

Mommy's day!

Feel like working on something, but I know I will be lazy halfway...





Anyway,


Happy Mothers' Day to all the mothers and soon to be mothers out there!


And of course my own beloved mother! :)

I love you, mommy!

Less than 3

Loves~

..?

Still not over it...




....yet..?

.

小时候，幸福是件很简单的事，
长大后，简单是件很幸福的事。

Random.

Whoever is reading this,



I love you!

:)

Inception.

Yes, I'm talking about the movie "Inception".

I know it's not a new movie anymore, but the idea in the movie is quite terrifying somehow.

Dreams.

Everyone dreams.

But sometimes they really feel so real that you can't differentiate if it's a dream or reality.

What if the things happened in the movie could really happen in real life?

What if people can really go into your dream and extract important information from it?

What if someone can really be stuck in a dream forever and never know it?

That idea itself scares me.

It made me think if the world I'm in is reality or a dream.

If I'm in a dream, what happened to the people around me?

If I'm in a dream, what happened to the real me in the real world?

So on and so on....

But I got tired in the end and stopped thinking.

Whether it's reality or dream, just live your live to the fullest. :)

But I believed I'm living in reality.

Because when I spin something, it'll stop. (Ha!)





But then again, it's all up to you to believe it or not.

It's still amazing that someone actually thought of this idea, whether it works or not.

Love! - Hebe

Simply love this song. :)

Trust issue.

"Everyone deserves a second chance." Discuss.

Prayers.

All the sadness and unhappiness we are going through are nothing compared to what the people in Japan are experiencing now.

Cruel disasters taking lives away just like that.

People losing the ones they loved.

People losing their shelters.

Some people even lost their arms or legs.

However,

they still fight to live their lives.

So why do we have to give up on ours just because of something so insignificant?

Be grateful that you're still alive.



#prayforjapan

What I've been doing these days..

Happy! :D

Alarm.

Dreams are sweet.

Reality is cruel.

Dreams are not reality.

Wake up!

Quoted.

Compared to letting it fall apart,
trying to hold it together is much more difficult.

- Bleach

珍惜拥有。

人的不快乐往往在于不知道珍惜现有的，却去羡慕别人所拥有的。
人的失败却又常常源于不懂的开发现有的，却去妒嫉别人拥有的。
别等到失去了，才知道自己要的是什么；才懂得自己拥有的是什么。

当你遇到一件事，已无法解决，甚至是已经影响到你的生活、心情时，何不停下脚步，暂时的想一想是否有转寰的空间，或许换种方法，换条路走，事情便会简单点。

但，通常在那一刻，我们并来不及想到这些，只是一味的在原地踏步、绕圈，让自己一直的陷在痛苦的深渊中。

生命中总有挫折，那不是尽头，只是在提醒你：该转弯了！

放手不代表承认失败，放手只是为自己再找条更美的路走！

请记得：
不是路已走到尽头，而是该转弯了！
人生，有许多出口。
只不过有些路的确不好走；
只不过它不是原先设想的结果；
只不过我们经常执意碰壁，不肯转身、回头；
只不过因为内心实在不愿面对现实。
所以，赖着不走。

人生，不管走到什么绝境，总有许多个出口，你可以在理性分析之后，做出选择。 就算别无选择，也是一种选择。只要你愿意积极面对，然后对那个选择负起责任，总有一天，会从这个出口，找到属于自己的幸福。

常常，我们总是看见事情的某一个角度罢了，坏的一面也许先露了出来，但我们在看看好的一面又有何妨呢？

做人嘛，真的不该要求太多。
做人嘛，标准更不该订得太高。






这是我无意中看到的一篇报导，觉得还蛮有意思的，就拿来分享了！

Perfect Nightmare - Shontelle

Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why don't I
Just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should
But sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to
Say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate
Sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait
For him to change
But it's okay
I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man
Yeah

[chorus]
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool
Sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man

Ohh ohhh

*chorus*

Hoping he's changing
But i'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave
Help me open my eyes

*chorus x3*

Somehow, in some way, I kind of wish Brunei to ban Facebook..

Stand firm.

Do not hesitate.

Happy post!

Okay.

Someone said my previous posts are emo.

So I'm here to lighten things up.

This will be a happy post!



HAPPY!




There you go!

Happy now?

XDD

Thoughts.

It is the time now.

The time to make serious decisions.

The time to decide your own future.

I've been thinking a lot about my future lately,

and I seemed lost.

Lost in my own thoughts.

I still can't settle down on one thing yet.

I can't decide what I want to be yet.

I just want to fool around as much and have fun.

But it seems like it's time for me to settle down.

To have serious considerations.

I hope the decisions I'll be making won't give me regrets.





-----------------


It's the last day of Chinese New Year, so

Happy Chap Goh Meh!


The year 2011 so far wasn't that good.

Hope the remaining of the year will be better.

Toodles!

Quoted.

We must never shed tears.
That is the life form's defeat
and if we give in to emotions
then it only becomes proof
of our inability to control it.

- Bleach

Roses.

♥

Enchanted.

Please don't be in love with someone else.

Please dont have somebody waiting on you.

Serious shit.

I don't like you.

I seriously don't like you.

Can you get out of my life and go back to where you belong?

HAPPY CNY!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Wish all of you a great year of rabbit!

*hugs*

xoxo

<3

Appreciation.

Stop complaining and whining.

Stop all those selfishness for one moment.

Think of what you have now,

and not what you don't have.

Stop pointing fingers at people,

and think of your own mistakes.

Stop holding grudges and forgives.



Appreciate what you have now,

Appreciate whoever that is by your side now,

Be satisfied with your life.

Before everything's too late..

Fighting!

Aza aza fighting!

(Y)

Contradicting.

"Don't leave the one you love for the one you like."

"Let go of the wrong ones and search for the right one."

I've seen these two quotes a few times somewhere.

Now that I read both together, I realized that they're actually contradicting.

How do you know which is the right one and which is the wrong one?

What if the one you love is the wrong one and the one u like is the right one?

Do you let go of him/her and go to the one u like?





So, the question is..

How do we know if we've already met the right one?

The start of my year 2011.

I started my year by.......................


Being a teacher.



Yes.

You didn't read it wrongly

I'm officially a teacher now

A temporary one though

Only for January

I doubt I can even sabar till the end of the month though

-_-



I'm teaching Year 9

which is supposingly former Form 3

but studying Form 4's stuffs

due to the SPN 21 system.


And I'm teaching 3 freaking subjects.

Chemistry

Physics

D.maths

Stress die..


Kids these days really cannot..

Low-mannered daooo~

But of course there are good ones too

But just a few

like REALLY few



Wonder how long I can stand being a teacher..



This sure is a challenge.

The very first challenge for 2011

Good job (Y)

First sunrise sunshine of the year 2011

On new year eve, we decided to do something wild and we ended up watching the very first sunrise of 2011. We spent the night out until morning 6+am of 1/1/2011. Without sleeping. It was the very first time I actually go lepak around after midnight. The previous times, even if I didnt sleep, I stayed indoor.


And these were what we saw:

SUNSHINE instead of SUNRISE...............




Got the wrong place to watch sunrise =_="




However, it was still a memorable night. :)




Happy new year y'all!

Wish all of us have a good year! <3